A very good comment was left on one the posts that is now buried, so I will reprint it here. Those of you who have left and found, "life after RC" (goodness!) may want to chime in to provide encouragement.
I am currently in RC and can really relate to your experience. I too read all the blogs and information and just thought it can't possibly be true -- the women I know, the apostolates I see, they are all so good. Now as I really search for God's will, I am left wondering how to "do it" on my own. The support and strength I have drawn from my sisters in the movement, my love of encounter, the encouragement and formation from the priests and the retreats... That isn't available in such a concrete and deep way at the parish level in most places. What success have people have when they left the movement continuing to form yourself and grow spiritually with the support of other faithful Catholics? Part of what keeps me here, is that the movement still offers me the support I need to be as holy as I need to be to guide my family and my other apostolates (non-RC). I would love to hear others experience with this. "Lord, to whom shall we go?" St. Peter said.
UPDATE: In reviewing old posts to see what might be helpful, I found this insightful piece.